Today is my 10 year anniversary as a cancer survivor and coming up on the 1 year anniversary of my recurrence.
What if I never had cancer? My life would have been so much easier but I would not have been pushed and challenged in every way possible, to see what you are really made of and then realize you cannot do this alone.
What if, I never had to go through all these treatments and side effects? Then I would never have been able to understand what others are going through and be a friend in their time of need.
What if this happened when I was 84 instead of 34? Then I might not have cherished all the little moments watching my boys grow up and my time with my husband~ my best friend.
What if it didn't come back a second time? I would not have had the courage to do so many things and make so many changes.
What if I didn't have to face the unknown? Then I might be worrying about the future and not seeing each day for what it is ~
What if this happened to someone else instead of me? That is harder to endure.
What if I had the choice? Then I may not have realized that my life is not my own and I am not in control.
What if I didn't believe in prayer? Then I would not be able to see the power of it.
What if I didn't have comfort, peace, trust, love, strength? Then I would not have had Christ.
LET MY LIFE-SONG SING TO YOU!